1.Blind

Are you ready?

This place inside my mind, a place I like to hide
You don't know the chances what if I should die?
A place inside my brain, another kind of pain
You don't know the chances I'm so blind

Another place I find to escape the pain inside
You don't know the chances what if I should die?
A place inside my brain, another kind of pain
You don't know the chances I'm so blind

Deeper and deeper and deeper as I journey to
Live a life that seems to be a lost reality
That can never find a way to reach
My inner selfesteem is low
How deep can I go in the ground that I lay?
If I don't find a way to see through the gray that clouds my mind
This time I look to see what's between the lines

I can see, I can see, I'm going blind...
I'm blind

2.Ball Tongue

There you are alone
With no hope of ever having something to be proud of
Something earned without begging
Yes, I know you're a person,
A person close to me
Who do you think you are?
What more do you want from me?

Ball Tongue
-You got the dykes off, I think they'll mind me
Ball Tongue
-The rag I'm on, we are justified
Ball Tongue
-Congrats you just fucked up my make-up and shit
Ball Tongue
-What have you done for me?

Why are you at home buried in your own self pity?
Why do you insist on living the life clean out of me?
Yes, I know you're the person, the person that took time with me
Does it give you the right to expect your life revolves around me?

Ball Tongue
-You have come to take from your buddy
Ball Tongue
-You have never been so funky
Ball Tongue
-The higgle got sick of me
Ball Tongue
-Ahh, the dick is fine for the day
Ball Tongue
-Your brother took it from me
Ball Tongue
-Unidetified enemy
Ball Tongue
-Come fucking back to save us and gave up
Ball Tongue
-They've come to deliver me

You were my brother, Where does our friendship end? (repeated)

I'm not going to give in

How can you fuck'n doubt me, but not again (repeated)

Ball Tongue
-They've driven right by my friends
Ball Tongue
-They've taken the take above me
Ball Tongue
-You're a psycho monkey
Ball Tongue
-They've come to enslave me
Ball Tongue
-They've jacken themselves onto me
Ball Tongue
-Your fuck'n gangster signs
Ball Tongue
-They've come not to save them, but they take
Ball Tongue
-Fuck'n death to fuck'n me

You're a psychomonkey

Ball Tongue
-Berome died at the technodrome
Ball Tongue
-You're right, he's dead, tear gas dropped, but who was it?
Ball Tongue
-It dosen't of the rhythm of the damn monger
Ball Tongue
-Can I die? Can I die?
Ball Tongue
-And then, the man kept kick'n me
Ball Tongue
-Ino the morgue, they go
Ball Tongue
-He wasn't dead, and then they knocked him on the head
Ball Tongue
-No more, he's rid of you.
You're a Dyke

3.Need To

I, I am confused, fighting myself
Wanting to give in, needing your help
Skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch
Outside don't know you, but inside I'm fine

Can you see it in me?
Skin cold from touch
Each day confronted with what I have done
You pull me closer, I push you away
You tell me it's okay, I can't help but feel the pain

I hate you
Why are you taken?
I love you
I feel so helpless
Why is it you?
ripping my insides each time I'm with you
why do I try?
why do I really need to?
Why?
Fuck you, bitch
Need to... fuck... slut

4.Clown

Anger inside builds within my body
Why'd you hit me? What have I done?
You tried to hit me

Swing at me again, if you like
Throw your hate at me with all your might
Hit me 'cause I'm strange, hit me
Tell me I'm a pussy and you're harder then me
What's with you boy? Think hard.
A tatooed body to hide who you are
Scared to be honest, be yourself
A cowardly man

I don't run around
trying to be what's not within me
Look into my eyes, I am free
You're just a wanna-be

Chorus

To come out

Hit me clown, because I'm not from your town, now hit me clown

Clown you ain't shit. Turn around and get your face split.

I'm just too fucking little

5.Divine

I hide only to defy you
Take away the only love inside you
I see your face through everyone
Inside I've just begun
You think I'm out to scare you
I'm only out to prepare you
For when you stop and turn around
Your body's going down

You're gonna waste your time,
Your life will soon be mine,
You're definitely one of a kind, and
You're suffering 'cause of me, it's divine

Tell me why you never liked me
Tell me wht it is you fight me
Pull down and wait for the perfect time to take what is rightfully mine
You think they're dumb to defy me
You said you don't want to defy me
You wait, you don't want anyone
Oh well...

Chorus

You know what, Fuck you
I'm fed up with you
I'm not as good as you
Fuck no, I'm better than you

Chorus

Did you really think you'd beat me at my own game
You try to see what you got
Me ripping at your brain

6.Faget

Here I am different in this normal world
Why did you tease me? Made me feel upset
Fucking stereotypes feeding their heads
I am ugly. Please just go away

I can see inside you fine
This blessing in disguise
Him
Why do you treat me this way?
Made the hurt stay

I sound like I can never seem to escape
All the laughing, all the pain
If you were me, what would you do?
Nothing, you'd prolly, You'd just throw me away

Chorus

Here I am different in this normal world
Why did you tease me? Made me feel upset
Fucking stereotypes feeding their heads
I am ugly. Please just go away

Chorus

Faget

I'm just a pretty boy, whatever you call it
You wouldn't know a real man if you saw it
It keeps going on day after day, son
you faget, get away if you dont want none
I'm sick and tired of people treating me this way everyday
Who gives a fuck?
Right now I got something to say
To all the people that think I'm strange
I should be out of here locked up in a cage
You don't know what the hell is up now anyway
You got this pretty-boy feeling like I'm enslaved
To a world that never appreciated shit
You can suck my dick and fucking like it

He had my gun but he had to find the money any say
He had my gun but he had to find the money anyway
He had my gun but he had to find the money don't wanna say
He had my gun but he had to find the money anyway
He had my gun but he had to find the money any say
He had my gun but he had to find the money going away
He had my gun but he had to find the money don't wanna say
He had my gun but he had to find the money anyway

I'm just a pretty boy, I'm not supposed to fuck a girl
I'm just a pretty boy, living in this fucked up world

All my life, who am I?

I'm just a faget
Faget
I'm a faget
Faget
I'm not a faget
What am I?
Faget
You mother fucking queers

7.Shoots and Ladders

Ring around the rosies
Pocket full of posies
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down

Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head
Into my childhood they're spoonfed
Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real
Look at the pages that cause all this evil

One, two, buckle my shoe
Three, four, shut the door
Five, six, pick up sticks
Seven, eight, lay them straight

London bridge is falling down, falling down, falling down
London bridge is falling down, my fair lady

Chorus

Knick knack paddy wack, give a dog a bone
This old man came rolling home

Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow

Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow
(Baa baa black sheep have you any wool)
Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow
(Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full)
Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow
(Baa baa black sheep have you any wool)
Mary had a little lamb
(Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full)

Ring around the rosies
Pocket full of posies
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down

Chorus

Nick nack paddy wack, give a dog a bone

8.Predictable

I can, in every way
Mistake the pain I feel inside
It comes to me
Evil thoughts is creeping through my mind
Who are you to say
That I can't speak what's on my mind?
It runs away
It's so predictable

I can, in every way,
Feel the stress all tangled up inside
Too blind to see,
Emptiness and sorrow of their lives
You run away
To the cover of their pointless ties
You ask me
It's so predictable

I'm gonna try
I'm gonna die
I'm gonna try

Another day
Silence overwhelms my mind
Who is to say
If I have the time, oh why
Should I pray
For all the hate to go away
Another day
I can never break free
You wait for me
I call out to you
Another day
I'll live forever

Should I?

I'm gonna try
I'm gonna die
I'm gonna try

Fuck
I'm gonna try, Should I? (Fuck)
I'm gonna die, Should I?
I'm gonna try, Should I? (Fuck)

I'm gonna try

9.Fake

I can't stand the sight of you
I can't stand what you put me through
Your life's a lie, that you will hide
Is it that terrible being you inside?
I can't stand, oh the thought of you
I can't stand all the things you do
What do you try to justify?
You were just too scared to be you inside

Let it all go

Look at you, all I see, is a man too afraid to really be

I can't stand what you put me through
I can't stand even the thought of you
Your secret lies that you hide
Is it that terrible being you inside?

Let it all go

Look at you, all I see, is a man too afraid to really be

You try so hard to be wanted
False emotions tells you fronted
I think being a person relies on one thing,
Be yourself, let you come through
You're too afraid to really be (Be yourself, let you come through)
Someone who isn't false, who dosen't care to be (Be yourself, let you come through)

Fake

Fake, you'll regret it, you'll regret it

Let it all go

10.Lies

I would like to search inside
For all of the things that you will hide
What's the problem?
Can't you seem to
Search through these problems that haunt and taunt you
I smile, while you're afraid
Your run, while you're so in pain

Do you ever see outside your fears
Thinking about your life
Thinking about your inner fears

I would like to search inside
For all of the things that you will hide
What's the problem?
Can't you seem to open your body and let me touch you

Do you ever see outside your fears
Thinking about your life
Thinking about your inner fears

I want you to see the life you have disguised
The world of things that hurt you
Kept all these useless lies
I want you to fear, fill you on up inside
Once I took you in, I'll throw you out next time
I tried, you win
My life is ripping your heart out and destroying my pain
Go

Do you ever see outside your fears
Thinking about your life
Thinking about your inner fears

11.Helmet in the Bush

'ello, esta Caco
et eres Caco
Well, you know, you fuck'n call me the Caco, okay?

I keep asking, what's your lie?
It is disturbing
This isn't mine (Why)
Days keep passing
A lot of time (Me)
I don't feel right
Please God let me sleep tonight

Everyday confronted circumvents giving in
I just wanna know why

Don't give it up
I cant escape

I keep asking
Well, again, please try
It is haunting
This takes my mind (Why)
Days keep passing
Line after line (Me)
I don't feel right
Please God dont let me die tonight, die tonight, die tonight, die tonight

Everyday confronted circumvents giving in
I just wanna know why

Don't give it up
I cant escape

Please God
Please God
Please God help me
Please God free me
Please God save me
From my painful situation

Please God don't let me slip in tonight, please God
Oh, please God don't let me chip in tonight, please God
Oh, please God don't let me slip in tonight, don't let me die
Please God don't let me give in tonight, don't let me die

Daddy

Mother please forgive me
I just had to get out all my pain and suffering
Now that I am done, remember I will always love you
I'm your son

Little child, looking so pretty
Come out and play, I'll be your daddy
Innocent child, looking so sweet
Rape in my eyes and on your flesh I'll eat

You've raped
I feel dirty
It hurt
As a child
Tied down
That's a good boy
And fucked
Your own child
I scream
No one hears me
It hurt
I'm not a liar
My God
Saw you watching
Mommy why?
Your own child

It's alright

I didn't touch you there
Mama said she didn't care
I didn't touch you there
That's why mama stopped and stared

I fucking hate you Mother fucker
Mother Fucker, I fucking hate you, Fuck You
You son of a bitch, you fucking ruined my life
I wanted to die
I'm sick of it, mother fucker . . . oh oh
Why'd you fuck'n do it to me?
I Hate You
I Fuck'n Hate You
I Hate You
Why?
I Hate You

13.It's On

Come on!

Save some for me, it's what I like.
I wanna play, you know it's time.
Something is calling, I can't keep from falling.

Come on!
It's on!

Now see it's my fault, angels stabbing me inside.
Nothing changes, just rearranges, for me this time.

Once I cave in, what can I fight?
I can never win, my self I don't like,
I don't like, I don't like, I don't like.
Something is calling, I can't keep from falling.

Come on!
It's on!

You see it's my fault, angels stabbing me inside.
Nothing changes, just rearranges, for me this time.

This time. This... time.
For me, inside. Put me inside.
Hold me, this time. Put me inside.

Come on!
It's on!

14.Freak On A Leash

Something takes a part of me.
Something lost and never seen.
Everytime I start to believe,
Something's raped and taken from me... from me.

Life's got to always be messing with me. (You wanna see the light)
Can't they chill and let me be free? (So do I)
Can't I take away all this pain. (You wanna see the light)
I try to every night, all in vain... in vain.

Sometimes I cannot take this place.
Sometimes it's my life I can't taste.
Sometimes I cannot feel my face.
You'll never see me fall from grace


Something takes a part of me.
You and I were meant to be.
A cheap fuck for me to lay
Something takes a part of me.

Feeling like a freak on a leash. (You wanna see the light)
Feeling like I have no release. (So do I)
How many times have I felt diseased? (You wanna see the light)
Nothing in my life is free... is free


Chorus

Boom na da mmm dum na ema
Da boom na da mmm dum na ema

GO! something on the ema oo

So...fight! something on the ema oo

Fight...some things they fight
So...something on the ema oo
Fight...some things they fight
Fight...something of the ema oo
No...some things they fight
Fight...something of the ema oo
Fight...some things they fight

Chorus

Part of me...
Oh...

15.Got the Life

Hate, something, sometime, someway, something kick off the front floor, mine?
Something, inside.
I'll never ever follow.
So give me something that is for real.
I'll never ever follow.

Get your boogie on...

Hate, something, someway, each day, dealing with no forgiveness.
Why? This shit inside.
Now everyone will follow.
So give me nothing just feel.
And now this shit will follow.

Chorus Version 1

God begs me, to never see the light, the one i still see
God told me, I've already got the life, oh I say...
God begs me, to never see the light, the one i still see
God told me, I've already got the life, oh I say...

Each day I can feel it swallow, inside something they took from me.
I don't feel your deathly ways.
Each day i feel so hollow, inside I was beating me,
You will never see, so come dance with me.

Dance with me
Rumbiddieboo
Rum bum dee dum dee bum diddie doo
LIE!

Chorus

Got the life.

Got... the... life.

16.Dead Bodies Everywhere

Come on, step inside, and you'll realize.
Tell me what you need, tell me what to be.
What's your vision?
You'll see, what do you expect of me?
I cant live that lie.

Hey!
A sick mom, with a fucked dad
Dealing with your life
Dead bodies everywhere.

You!
Really want me to be a good son. Why?
You make me feel like no one.

Let me strip the pain, let me not give in.
Free me of your life, inside my heart dies.
Your dreams never achieved, don't lay that shit on me.
Let me live my... life.

Hey!
A sick mom, with fucked dad
Dealing with your life
Dead bodies everywhere.

You!
Really want me to be a good son. Why?
You make me feel like no one.

You want me to be, something I can never ever be!

A sick mom with a fucked dad
Dealing with your life
Dead bodies everywhere.

You!
Really want me to be a good son. Why?
You make me feel like no one.

Dead bodies everywhere!

17.Children of the Korn

Ice Cube:
Attention all parents!
Report to your local therapist!
Report to your local church!
Report to your local police department!
It's goin' down!

Jonathan:
Glaring into my son's eyes.
Reveals a void
I felt her in the day.

Ice Cube:
Insanity.

Jonathan:
It was all about the pussy, if you can get it.
A little girl like me never fucking liked it.

Ice Cube:
We ain't takin' no more!
So Go!


Jonathan:
So sing me, I, I, I

Cube:
Stop fucking with me

Jonathan:
And the children are born.
Your feeling through me, I, I, I
You're the children of the Korn.


Ice Cube:
Droppin' smoke in the alley, makin' noise with a double pump,
Bring your boys turn up at a party with you doubled up.
Double ridie, double party, hardcore, teenage, fuckin' bitches made ya.
Catch me if you can, fuck the law with my dick in my hand,
We're comin' strong.
Generation triple X, we all about the weed smoke and the kinky sex, nigga what

Jonathan:
So sing me, I, I, I

Cube:
Stop fucking with me

Jonathan:

And the children are born.
Your feeling through me, I, I, I
We're the children of the Korn.


Called a fag all my life
Then I got it, so fine.
It's so pretty like me
Ice Cube:
Insanity
Jon Davis:
Go figure, once a fag?
Now a player
baptized and born,
were the Children of the Korn.

Ice Cube:
Children of the Korn!
I'm the first born!

Fuck authority! Hit your ass in the head with my 40.
You gonna see more of me, after school, you better run to your car.
Class clown already know I'm a star.
Your Children of the Korn was born, from your porn and twisted ass ways,
now you look amazed.
I'm sitting in a daze, in a purple haze.
You better check my pulse, 'cause nothin' seems to faze.

Bitch!

Nothin' seems to faze.
Your children of the Korn, children of the Korn.
Nothin' seems to faze.
Your children of the Korn, children of the Korn.

Jonathan:
Look and see, I feel the parents hating me.

Ice Cube:
Hurt me. You hurt me.

Jonathan:
Why don't you step outside and feel me?

Ice Cube:
Feel me! Feel me! Feel me!

How you gonna tell me where to skate, who to date,
how to fuck, how to kiss, who to love, who to diss,
how to live. What it is, somethin' gotta give.
Parents or the kids, it won't be the kids.
What? It won't be the kids.
We're talking shit, 'cause life is a bitch.
You know it is. Everybody tryin' to get rich. God damn!
All I wanna do is live. All I wanna do is live.

Jonathan:
All I wanna do is live!

Ice Cube:
All I wanna do is live.

Jonathan:
All... I... want... to... do...
All... I... want... to... do...
All... I... want... to... do... is live.

Ice Cube:
Insanity.
Stop fuckin' with me.
Insanity.

Ice Cube:
Stop... fuckin'... with... me.
BITCH!

18.B.B.K

So you've seen I've gotten this far.
Please give me some place to rage.
I'm not trying to go there, so take me away.

Life sometimes pisses me off.
It's never a good trip for me
Every time I reach for love, it's taken away.

Night! So I play.
Give me a sign this is gay.
Give me some patience, so I pray.
It's time to die, is that what i want?

There's nothing wrong wanting to be loved.
Is there something wrong with me?
For once in my life I'd like to be really set free let me be me.

Night! So I play.
Give me a sign this is gay.
Give me some guidance, so I pray.
It's time to die, is that what i want?

Take me away.
Taken away.
Take me away.
Taken...away.

*Jonathans weird language only he knows*

Night! So I play.
Give me a sign this is day.
Give me some patience, so I pray.
It's time to die, is that what i want?

Night! So I play.
Give me a sign this is day.
Give me some guidance, so I pray.
It's time to die. Is that what I want?

19.Pretty

So... so young.
Raped, but I don't realize.

Small white legs, broke,
the pain between her thighs

I see your pretty face,
Smashed against the bathroom floor!
What a disgrace!
Who do I feel sorry for?

Skin... so cold.
How, could someone steal a life?
Takes the blame.
Wait, I got some shit to say.

I see your pretty face,
Smashed against the bathroom floor!
What a disgrace!
Who do I feel sorry for?

Smashed and raped!
Not again. This is a real crime.
What a pretty face.
Who do I feel sorry for?

RAPE! Something... Now!
Rips my... Heart!
And takes... My!
Soul I... Wait!
Too late... Now!
I feel... Hate!
Inside... Take!
My soul away....

Away....

I see your pretty face,
Smashed against the bathroom floor!
What a disgrace!
Who do I feel sorry for?

Smashed and raped!
Not again. This is a real crime.
What a pretty face.
Who do I feel sorry for...

20.All in the Family

Fred: Say what, say what?

Jon: My dick is bigger than yours...

Fred: Say what, say what?

Jon: My band is bigger than yours...

Fred: Too bad I got your beans in my bag, stuck-up sucka', Korny motherfucka'. Takin' over flows is the Limp pimp, need a Bizkit to save this crew from Jon Davis. I'm gonna drop a little east side skill, ya best step back 'cuz I'm 'a kill, I'm 'a kill. So watcha thinking Mr. Raggedy man? Doin' all you can to look like Raggedy Ann.

Jon:Check you out punk, yes I know you feel it. You look like one of those dancers from the Hanson video, you little faggot ho. Please give me some shit to work with, 'cuz right now I'm all it kid, suck my dick kid, like your daddy did.

Fred: Who the fuck you think you're talking to??

Jon: Me.

Fred: I'm known for eatin' little whiny chumps like you.

Jon: Whatever.

Fred: All up in my face with that...

Jon: Are you ready?!?

Fred: But halitosis, is all you're rockin' steady. You little fairy, smelling all your flowers. Nappy hairy chest, look it's Austin Powers!

Jon: Yeah, baby!

Fred: I hear ya tootin' on them fag-pipes clod, but you said it best, there's No Place To Hide.

Jon: What the fuck ya' sayin'? You're a pimp whateva', limp dick. Fred Durst needs to rehearse, needs to reverse what he's saying. Wannabe Funkdoobiest is what you're playin', rippin' up a bad counterfeit, fakin'! Plus your bills I'm paying, you can't eat that shit every day, Fred. Lay off the bacon.

Fred: Say what, say what? You better watch your fuckin' mouth, Jon.

CHORUS:
Jon: So you hate me?
Fred: and I hate you!
Jon: You know what, you know what?
Both: It's all in the family.

Jon: I hate you!
Fred: and you hate me!
Jon: You know what, you know what?
Both: It's all in the family.

Jon: Look at you fool, I'm gonna fuck you up twice, throwin' rhymes at me like, oh shit, Vanilla Ice. Ya better run, run while ya can, you'll never fuck me up, Bisk Limpkit. At least I got a phat, original band.

Fred: Who's hot, who's not?

Jon: You.

Fred: You best step back, Korn on the cob, you need a new job. Time to take them mic skills back to the dentist, and buy yourself a new grill.

Jon: Fuck you.

Fred: You pumpkin pie, I'll jack-off in your eye. Climbing shoots and ladders, while your ego shatters. But you just can't get away.

Jon: Get a gay?

Fred: 'Cuz it's doomsday kid, it's doomsday.

CHORUS

Fred: You call yourself a singer?

Jon: Yep.

Fred: You're more like Jerry Springer.

Jon: Oh cool!

Fred: Your favorite band is winger,

Jon: Winger?

Fred: and all you eat is Zingers. You're like a Fruity Pebble, your favorite flag is rebel.

Jon: Yeeeeeehaaaaaaw!!

Fred: It's just too bad that you're a fag, and on a lower level.

Jon: So you're from Jacksonville, kickin' it like Buffalo Bill. Gettin' butt-fucked by your uncle Chuck, while your sister's on her knees waitin' for your peanut.

Fred: Wait, where'd ya get that little dance?

Jon: Over here.

Fred: Like them idiots in Waco, you're burning up in Bako where your father had your mother, your mother had your brother, it's just too bad your father's mad, your mother's now your lover.

Jon: Come on hillbilly, can your horse do a fuckin' wheelie? You love it down south, and boy, you sure do got a purdy mouth.

CHORUS

Jon: and I love you!

Fred: and I want you!

Jon: and I'll suck you!

Fred: and I'll fuck you!

Jon: and I'll butt-fuck you!

Fred: and I'll eat you!

Jon: and I lick your little dick motherfucker.

Fred: Say what? Say... what?

21.Reclaim My Place

What the fuck?!

I'm so numb, therefore I can't relate.
I'm so dumb, there is nothing to hate.
Really is it me, or is it fate?
Give me peace, or release for fuck sake.

Give him something to say.
Something super fly, never played.
All I hear is disgrace.
Erase them all and reclaim my place.

In the past I was known as a freak.
Had no friends, picked on 'cause I was weak.
Saved my ass, I got into this band,
Never thought the band would pick on the man.

Give him something to say.
Something super fly, never played.
All I hear is disgrace.
Erase them all and reclaim my place.

Reclaim my place...

Say it to my face.

So I look around at all these stupid little faces.
Something I can never slap, but I embrace.
You'll never ever see, you'll never ever be,
You want to fuck around? Then come on, fuck with me.

You think you can't relate?
You'll never ever find.
You think you feel my hate?
Look at me and you will find
My fate you always raped.
I will always be the sound.
You want to fuck with me?
Come on, fucking play!

Now, you can feel it now or be stoned!
Yes, you feel it come, right now!
You can feel it now or be stoned
Yes, you feel it come, right now!
You can feel it now or be stoned
Yes, you feel it come, bow down!

Bow down!

Give him something to say.
Something super fly, never play.
All I hear is disgrace.
Erase them all and reclaim my place.

What the fuck?! So... What the fuck?!

22.Justin

Fuck all that bullshit!

You watch me play.
I look away.
Your lights too bright.
You found the life.

Time for deep space, You and I.
Time for deep space, You and I.

You're gonna die!
Wanna meet me, why?
I wish I had your strength
Inside your soul escapes.

Time for deep space, You and I.
Time for deep space, You and I.

Cry, into me.
Give me... something... alright...
The kids that die listening to me.

You are alive!

Time for deep You and I stay....
Time for deep space, You and I.
Time for deep space, You and I.

I...

Seed

Every day it gets a little harder, can't seem to get away.
My mind reveals a certain place, a place I wish I'd stay.
I feel so lost within - pressured, I'm headed for that day.
Just one thought in my head, really. Do I need this fame?

Every time, god damn, I look at my son, I see something I can't be.
Beautiful and care free, that's how I used to be.
Like some god damn fucking freak, I'm so pressured, I'm so weak,
Something takes a hold of me, something I can't believe.

I lay in bed at night and wonder, should I go on this way?
It's the only thing I really got for now, and it's called fame.

Every time, god damn, I look at my son, I see something I can't be.
Beautiful and care free, that's how I used to be.
Like some god damn fucking freak, I'm so pressured, I'm so weak,
something takes a hold of me, something I can't believe.

So I see this face so innocent and fine... and so fine.
So I see this face and I realize it's mine.

Boom, can you feel the rattle

So I see this face so innocent and fine... and so fine.
So I see this face and I realize it's mine.

*More of Jonathans weird gibberish language*

Every time, god damn, I look at my son, I see something I can't be.
Beautiful and care free, that's how I used to be.
Like some god damn fucking freak, I'm so pressured, I'm so weak,
something takes a hold of me, something I can't believe.


Like some god damn fucking freak!

24.Cameltosis

Tre:
Yeah.

I should have known it from the start what I was in for.
She break a tin full,
she copied, we exchanged some info.
Called her on the tele, conversations was simple,
Ain't playin' games, my game, retain the tempo.
And things, no shame, two sparks turned into flames,
Nimpho's in the park, just dancin' in the rain.
Hook me with this fix, and look to drain my aim,
Some never retain what wouldn't suck from your veins.

Tre: So baby I ask you...
Jonathan: What do you want from me?

Jonathan:
You see this time, I cannot ever love another, cunt
You trick ass slut, love twice and you'll get fucked.
You see this time, I cannot ever love another, cunt
You trick ass slut, love twice and you'll get fucked.

Tre:
The rest of from the pain that past.
Ashamed cos the game keep playin' me wrong.
Promise not to ever sing a damn love song,
Until I realize just who the fuck I am.

A man out of sync with his own program,
trying to find some kind of inner link.
A man out of sync with his own program,
trying to find some kind of inner link.

Tre: So baby I ask you...
Jonathan: What do you want from me?

Jonathan:
You see this time, I cannot ever love another, cunt
You trick ass slut, love twice and you'll get fucked.
You see this time, I cannot ever love another, cunt
You trick ass slut, love twice and you'll get fucked.

Tre:
Ahh yeah.

She's the epitomy of sweet misery,
The sweeter the stroke, the deeper the pain given.
Your bitten bones as an angel, angle sex-driven.
Dangerous sex kitten, warm as a mitten.
Fittin' like a glove, with abstract release,
Testin' all my patience, push comes to shove.
Emotional masturbation, fuckin' with my love,
Fuckin' with my life, fuckin' all the above.

Jonathan:
You see this time, I cannot ever love another, cunt
You trick ass slut, love twice and you'll get fucked.
You see this time, I cannot ever love another, cunt
You trick ass slut, love twice and you'll get fucked.

Jonathan:
You see this time, I cannot ever love another, cunt
You trick ass slut, love twice and you'll get fucked.
You see this time, I cannot ever love another, cunt
You trick ass slut, love twice and you'll get fucked.

25.My Gift To You

There you are my precious
Not long ago
Hiding behind the shadows
Of your broken soul
Why is it always you want something you can never have?
Why did you you try to tell me?
How could you be this way

Your throat, I take grasp
Can't you feel the pain?
Then your eyes roll back
Can't you feel the pain?
Love racing through my veins
Can't you feel the pain?
Your heart stops beating
Can't you feel the pain
Black orgasms
Can't you feel the pain
I kiss your lifeless skin
Can't you feel the pain

There you are my precious
With your broken soul
Rubbing my crotch, lay dead
Taking control
Why is it always
You fuck up something you have always had
Why'd you try to tempt me
How could you be so cold?

Your throat, I take grasp
Can't you feel the pain?
Then your eyes roll back
Can't you feel the pain?
Love racing through my veins
Can't you feel the pain?
Your heart stops beating
Can't you feel the pain
Black orgasms
Can't you feel the pain
I kiss your lifeless skin
Can't you feel the pain

Here I am, just a man
Feeling pain, gives me life
Relieving yours is my plan
I'd do anything to see through your eyes

I hate you, Can't you feel the pain?

Can't you feel the pain?

I hate you, Can't you feel the pain?

Your throat, I take grasp
Can't you feel the pain?
Then your eyes roll back
Can't you feel the pain?
Love racing through my veins
Can't you feel the pain?
Your heart stops beating
Can't you feel the pain
Black orgasms
Can't you feel the pain
I kiss your lifeless skin
Can't you feel the pain

Secret Track: Earache My Eye

Dun nun nun
Dun nun nun
Dun Dun Dun

Odelay

My Momma talk to me,
Try to tell me how to live

But I don't listen to her,
'cos my head is like a sieve

My daddy, he disowned me,
'cos I wear my sisters clothes

He caught me in the bathroom,
with a pair of pantyhose

My basketball coach,
he just kick me off the team

For wearing high heel sneakers,
and acting like a queen

Gonna tie my pecker to a tree to a tree
Gonna tie my pecker to a tree to a tree
Gonna tie his pecker to a tree

Get your boogie off

Go Head

The world is coming to an end and I dont give a damn

As long as I have my bitch
and my weapon flight gear

It don't bother me, if people think I'm funny
'cos I'm a big rock star, and I'm makin lots of money
Money, money, money...

Are you talking pesos?

Money, ka ching

Ha, ha, ha

Lots of money

I'm so bloody rich

Lots of money
Lots of muthafuckin money
I get looks

Ha, ha, ha

I own shopping centers, parking lots,
and stocks, and all that shit

Ha, ha, ha

I own you, ha, you too, you three
For me, he he, oh oh

Get your groove off
Let's bring it back one more time Jonathan
Jonathan on them drums, getting even slower
more groovin, slow that shit down
crazy slow, come on, death, right here, slow, ah
Don't give a fuck, break it out
You even know, Boy George is on heroin
We don't give a fuck
Rick James is in the crack house
I'm fuckin paying, that's all that matters
Ha, ha, ha, ha, aahh, ha, ha, ha

The bomb is a fuckin in the house
Loco! Ooooh aahhh oooo
Gimme some,

1.Twist

you not rrrh rot
dot n dot n dot per rot
dot n not n dot per

n dot chi cot n dot rrr ah
dot dot ki o ma gri a dot
dot ers a pa ta ko

some play to we
a dot think up a bite rah
sometimes you might
ooh ooh rrrh
we thought we might

dot be mer hot something
what are you ma ah
do bro what are mines is
dot ooh ooh
rot in dot n bite
ooh na na er na he
woo hoo rah
ate no hoo dot er ha
ya dot im wer rah

Twist

Chi

Pain!

Buried so far away
In to my life of nothing

Sick of the same ol' thing,
so I dig a hole and bury the pain
Sick of the same ol' thing,
so I dig a hole and bury the pain

I am so high, always
Burying my life so slowly

Chorus

It opens my mind to feelings
Can't face bottom without something

Chorus

We enter in my head
Feeling like I'm God
With the world around me
Can't you feel this pain
Reaming through my heart
Screaming through my veins
Nothing I can kill
The stinging of my heart, aah
Can't you feel my heart, ahh
Can't you take my heart...away
Tired heart
Goodbye

Chorus

3.Lost

Why can't I decide
Why my feelings I hide?
Always screwing with my mind
That thorn in my spine
Oh sure, it feels fine
Wasting all our time
In the back of my mind
That thorn in my spine

Wait to see it before my eyes
Why? dont act that way

Looking all the time
At your face so blind
Feeling uptight
Always the same fight
Hey man, now decide
Go ahead take your time
Kissing all the time
That thorn in my spine

Wait You can't even see my side
Why? do you play yourself out 'dat way?
Why? You and me always hang
Wait Weren't you were my friend?

The pain in which I feel, I feel

Hey man look inside
Know your need to your own life
Remember me, guy?
That thorn in your spine
Waiting all the time
I'm doing mighty fine
Remember me guy?
That thorn in your spine

Chorus

4.Swallow

Fuck yes

Always I'm locked in my head
No pain,
you don't know what I have had
By now, I'm so for sure
Right now, I am yours

My sorrow, I swallow
Follow me, oh hell no

It came unknown to me
Paranoid is controlling all of me
Somehow, a terror so pure
Right now, shit I'm yours

My sorrow, I swallow
Follow me, oh hell no
Wasn't me, I swallow
Forive me, I don't know
Oh hell no...

This thing I follow
The place, I just get to fuckin' go
A freak, that I'm sure
A freak, that is yours

Chorus

Punk ass sissy I'm a freak...

5..Porno Creep

Pleasant things I feel

6.Good God

You came into my life without a single thing
I gave into your ways which left me with nothing
I've given into smiles, I've dealt with all your games
I wish you're happy now, I had to let you win

Wont you get the fuck out of my face, now
Wont you get the fuck out of my face, now

The sea of life, you're just a minnow
Live your life insecure
I feel the pain of your needles
As they shit into my brain

I scream without a sound
How could you take away
Eveything that I was?
Left me a fuckin slave
Your face that I despise
Your heart inside that's gray
I came today to say, you're fucked in every way

Chorus

The sea of life, you're just a minnow
Live your life insecure
I feel the pain of your needles
As they shit into my mind
You stole my life without a sign
You sucked me dry

Chorus

7.Mr. Rogers

Boomerang, Zoomerang, Doomerang

The time has come to realize what you are, what you've done inside
The time has come, we'll have something to talk about
I will too

Looking back...dumb
And now I realize...old man
How much you really liked him...dumb
This child's mind you terrorized...old man
You came to him...dumb
He really didn't know your lies...old man
Now, his innocence gone...dumb
He's that child you terrorized...old man

This fucking thing that I know, it came to me and you
This fucking thing that I know, because of you
My childhood is gone, because I loved you
My childhood is gone, because I loved you

Be my neighbor

Looking back...child
And now I realize...fucker
How much you really loved him...child
This child's mind you hypnotized...fucker
You came to him...child
You really didn't know his lies...fucker
Now, his innocence gone...child
I'm that child you terrorized...fucker

Chorus

Fred you told me that everybody was my neighbor
They took advantage of me, like I took a trip to anywhere
I wish I wouldn't have watched you, I really mean it
My childhood, a failure
What a fuckin neighbor

I hate you, I will tell [too]

Chorus

This fucking thing that I feel
This fucking thing that I feel
My childhood is gone
My childhood is gone

I will tell...

8.K@#Ø%

Fuck you titty suckin, two balled bitch
With a fat bruised clit
My big compoto bitch
Oh shit, fucking, ass licking, piss sucking, cunt
These nuts on your lips
Kentucky fried kung-pao clits

I don't know what to say
So what don't give up on me now (don't give a fuck) (don't get off on me)
I don't know what to say, so what

Saggy tits swinging between your fat, crusty arm pits
Big ass hairy mole between your pussy lips
Cunt, shit, cock, dick, cunt, tit, barf, piss, balls, ass, pecker, queef
Oh shit, fuck, bitch, damn fuckin diarhea slut, with HIV

Chorus

I have fought to find something to say,
But now I found something to say
Fuck you!, Punk ass bitch

Chorus

Fuck...Shit...Bitch

9.No Place to Hide

Ha Ha Ha

I see your faces and I do not understand why
Each time I dream you standin there, right by my side
Why do you make me, you take my pride
And in my eyes you kinda rape me, inside

I have no place to run and hide
I have have no place to hide which I like

Some look at the time, I looked back into my life
You want to touch me to see what's in my eyes
Why do you make me remember all the hate all its shame
Don't you hate me, sometimes?

Chorus

I have no place to run, so come on follow me

I don't know where to run, so come on follow me

I have no place to run
...which I like

Chorus

10.Wicked

Yo Chuck, we got runnin mixes, gimme the headphones...

Wicked

Ha Ha 1..2..3 and I come with the wicked style
and you know that I'm from the wicked crew, you act like you knew
But I got everybody jumping to the voodoo
You kickin wicked rhymes, picket signs, while me and my mob got a trunk full of 9's
Drop then I'll slay ya, bang, bang, birthday for the A-hole
Ready to Buck Buck Buck but it's a must to Duck Duck Duck
Before I bust ya
Looking for the one that did it
You want my vote, no your never gonna get it
Cause I'm the one with the tight mad skills
And I won't choke like the Buffalo Bills, Sittin at the pad just chillin
Larry Parker just got 2 million, Oh what a fucking feeling
That nigger done past me the peel, and I slam dunk it like Shaquille O'neal
Wicked, Wreckin
Baby, I'll rock that tassle baby, take it... cos I'm

'Cause I get Wicked, somebody outta keep on the volume
Yes I Wicked, somebody outta keep on the volume
Yes I Wicked, somebody outta keep on the volume
But now I'm in your face, so you'll keep on the volume

Don't say nothing just listen
Got me, got me a plan to break Tyson out of prison
You going my way you get served
Still got a deuce then I bunny hop the curb
Nappy head, nappy chest, nappy chin, never seen with a happy grin
Gotta fat frown cause I'm down, so take a look around
All you see is big black boots, stepin, use my steel toe as a weapon
And it's awfully quiet, you want to live with this nigger, to with the stick
Ah, but that's nasty, cause I got a Body Count like Ice-T
From here to New York I get them skins, and I ain't talking about pork
Your sly, you pig, dig
Listen from the flow from a soul fro'ed caucasion
Ah, who didn't know I was as funky as Wilson Picket
but ya talkin...

Chorus

People wanna know how come I get a gat
and I'm sitting at the window like Malcolm
Ready to bring that noise and kinda trigger happy like the Ghetto Boyz
December 29th was power to the people, y'all might just see a sequel
'Cause police got equal, hey, A horse is a pig that don't fly straight
I'm doin Daryl Gates but it's Willie Willams, I'm down with the pilgrims
I'm threw with the pig, so I think the job is dead, get out...

Chorus

11.A.D.I.D.A.S.

Honestly, somehow it always seems that I'm dreamin' of something that I can never be
It doesn't bother to me, 'cause I will always be that pimp that i see
in all of my fantasies

I don't know your fucking name.
So what, let's...

Screaming to be the only way that I can truly be free from my fucked up realities,
so I turn and stroke it harder, 'cause its so fun to see my face staring back at me.

I don't know your fucking name.
So what, let's fuck.

All Day I Dream About Sex
All Day I Dream About fuckin'

Chorus

12.Low Rider

This is the Caco

Shhhhiiiiitt

All my friends drive a lowrider
and the lowrider is a little lower

Take a little trip, take a little trip, take a little trip with me

Shit...aww shit, aww shhhiitt, awwww...yup...

13.Ass Itch

I hate writing shit, it is so stupid
What's my problem today?
Maybe I'm depressed,
Maybe I'm helpless to what comes out my hand
Pain...Pain...Pain

I hate writing shit, it is so stupid
Why do I feel this way?
Feelings in my heart
I'm in way too far
Can't it won't go away
Pain...Pain...Pain

Before long my song is dying

I hate writing shit
Ain't looking forward to it
What's fucked up, today?
Writing all this time
Feeling all that's mine
Come right out my hand
Pain...Pain...Pain

Before long my song is dying

Tell me now, I want to know
Is it me inside you see?
Ahh, it isn't fair
I gotta let this song inside me...free...

Set me free
It just set me free
It just set me free

Before long my song is dying

That's why I died, this lie, I try

14.Kill You

Live'n life, don't you cry
My life, pain is God
Many nights, painful thoughts occur
Yell at me, again I'm wrong

In denial, I tried to be your friend
I tried to be a good boy

All I see, a hate deep inside
Startle me, someone save me

Now these memories, fill my heart, they bury me

All I wanna do
You are not my real mother
Is kill you
should I beat and stab and fuck her

Looking back I was never ever right
You were my step-mom who always wanted me out of your sight
I would come walkin' in and I'd say hello,
but you'd slap me and you make some fucked up comment about my clothes,
then I tried to let it pass, but the visions in my head,
were with you with a knife up your ass, laying dead,
so I pop some more caps in your ass,
Now your son is not so fun
Motherfucking bitch
Never try to play me

You made my life not so good

All I wanna do...is kill you

Chorus

Wish you were dead now

How can I cry over someone I never loved?
How can I cry over someone I never loved?
Never loved...

1.Dead

All I want in life is to be happy (happy)

It seems funny to me
How fucked things can be
Everytime I get ahead
I feel more dead

2.Falling Away From Me

Hey, I'm feeling tired
My time, is gone today
You flirt with suicide
Sometimes, that's ok
Do what others say
I'm here, standing hollow
Falling away from me
Falling away from me

Day, is here fading
That's when, I would say
I flirt with suicide
Sometimes kill the pain
I can't always say
'It's gonna be better tomorrow'
Falling away from me
Falling away from me

Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screamings no sound
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground

(falling away from me)
It's spinning round and round
(falling away from me)
It's lost and can't be found
(falling away from me)
It's spinning round and round
(falling away from me)
Slow it down

Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screamings no sound
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground

Pressuring me, they won't go away
So I pray, go away

Lifes falling away from me
It's falling away from me
Lifes falling away from me
FUCK!

Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screamings no sound
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground

3.Trash

How did it start?
Well I don't know
I just feel the craving
I see flesh and it smells fresh
and it's just there for the taking
These little girls,
they make me feel so goddam exhilerated
I fill them up, I can't give it up
The pain, I'm just erasing

I tell my lies, and I despise
every second I'm with you
So I run away
and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you?

Your feelings
I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry, I don't feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry, I just throw you away

I don't know why I'm so fucking cold
I don't know why its hurts me
All I wanna is get with you
and make the pain go away
Why do I have a conscience?
All it does is fuck with me
Why do I have this torment?
All I wanna do is fuck it away

I tell my lies, and I despise
every second I'm with you
So I run away
and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you?
Your feelings
I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry, I don't feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry, I just throw you away

I tell my lies, and I despise
every second I'm with you
So I run away
and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you?

Your feelings
I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry, I don't feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry, I just throw you away

Just throw you away

4.4 U

This shit right here is for you
All your faces I can see
You all think it's about me
I'm about to break
This is my fate
Am I still damned to a life,
of misery and hate?
You, you will never know
What I've done for you
What you've done
And put me through
I'd do it for you
I could have, never lived
If it wasn't, for you

5.Beg For Me

Everyone is looking at me
I can't get out of bed
There is evil in my head
Everyone just let me be
Because when I hit the stage
It is gone and I am free

G*ddamn you say you'll get up for me
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me
You all beg for me, beg for me, beg for me

G*ddamn you say you'll get up with me
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me
You all beg for me, be there for me, beg for me

Tell me, how could this be?
I am going in insane
And I could not have my pain
Everyone please let me be
Beause when I hit the stage
It is gone and I am free

G*ddamn you say you'll get up with me
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me
You all beg for me, beg for me, beg for me

G*ddamn you say you'll get up with me
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me
You all beg for me, be there for me, beg for me

I feel the shame
I'm not insane
The things I feel now
Aren't the same
Who gives a fuck,
if my life sucks?
I just know one thing
I won't give up

Everyone just let me be

G*ddamn you say you'll get up with me
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me
You all beg for me, beg for me, beg for me

G*ddamn you say you'll get up with me
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me
You all beg for me, be there for me, beg for me

Be there, for me

6.Make Me Bad

I am watching the rise and fall of my salvation
There's so much much shit around me
Such a lack of compassion

I thought it would be fun and games
(itd be fun and games)
Instead it's all the same
(it's all the same)
I want something to do
Need to feel sickness
In You

I feel the reason, as it's leaving me
No, not again
It's quite deceiving, as I'm feeling
The flesh made me bad

All I do is look for you
I need a fix
You need it to
Just to get some sort of attention
Attention

What does it mean to you?
For me, it's somthing I just do
I want something
I need to feel the thickness in you

I feel the reason, as it's leaving me
No, not again
It's quite deceiving, as I'm feeling
The flesh made me bad

7.It's Gonna Go Away

Fu.., fu.. fu.., I got this bad cold
And I got a life, I live it up
I live it up

(It's gonna go away)

I don't want this to go away
(go away)
I'm so scared
(oh so scared)
I can't think of going on
We all crumble
We crumble under pressure
(pressure)
Pressure
(pressure)

(It's gonna go away)

.... go live it up
We're livin it up

8.Wake Up

Wake the fuck up!

Each day, more frightening
All of us wanna die
The pressure's tightening
I don't even want to try

Should I take all the stupid bullshit
What makes them think they can get away with it?
Im not happy
I wish they'd just...

Wake the fuck up!

I can take no more
What are we fighting for?
You are my brothers
Each one I would die for
Please just let it go
All our heads are blown
Let's take the stage
And remember why we play for

No more fighting!
I swear I'm gonna leave
Talking shit to spite me
I wish they'd just..

Wake the fuck up!

I can take no more
What are we fighting for?
You are my brothers
Each one I would die for
Please just let it go
All our heads are blown
Let's take the stage
And remember why we play for

Remember why we play for

9.Am I Going Crazy?

Am I going crazy?
Am I insane and dazed?
Am I too lost to face it?
And what will it cost
To escape?
Nothing is right
I'm so scared

10.Hey Daddy

Let me see (let me see)
All my life has been (taken) taken
This demon (haunts me) haunts me
They're waiting (help me)
Help me

You fuck me up
I'm gagged and bound
You pick me up
When I am down
I cannot live without them
I do not live without them

Hey Daddy
They are taking me
Away
Biting
Facing him (what soul)
My soul
They're waiting (help me)
Please help me

You fuck me up
I'm gagged and bound
You pick me up
When I am down
I cannot live without them
I do not live without them

They say this thing inside me
Wants to get out
All it does is scream and shout
I'm trying not to let them out
They tell me to hurt myself
But I'm not gonna listen

You fuck me up
I'm gagged and bound
You pick me up
When I am down
I cannot live without them
I do not live without them

Hey daddy
(waiting)

11.Somebody Someone

I can't stand to let you win
I'm just watching you
And I don't know what to do
Feeling like a fool inside
Feeling all that you hide
Thought you my friend
Seems it never ends

I need somebody, someone
Can somebody help me?
All I need is some pain
Not just for me

Giving you with this and that
Giving gave me nothing back
It's all related to
All the things I do
Feeling like a fool inside
Seeing all the things you tried
I am nothing

I need somebody, someone
Can somebody help me?
All I need is some pain
Not just for me

I look, a sign
I need someone
Inside, to help me out
With what
Im trying
I'm crying
I'm frying
In a pile of
Shit
I'm dying
I'm dying

I need somebody, somebody, somebody, someone
I need somebody, somebody, somebody, someone
Someone

12.No Way

Lately things won't go my way
Lately everything is grey
It feels like something
It feels like nothing

So I came too far
To end up this way
Feeling like I'm God
Feeling theres no way

So I'm angry for today
Anger's the only thing I've made
It feels like something
No it's nothing

So I came too far
To end up this way
Feeling like I'm God
Feeling theres no way

To live this way
Hating, feeling, falling
To the place where people haunt me
I can't help but keep from
Falling to the place where people know me
I can't wait
To give them these feelings of hating
Keeping in side me
For all to take
Picking at me
They're ripping at me
Ripping at me

So I came too far
To end up this way
Feeling like I'm God
Feeling theres no way

To live this way

13.Let's Get This Party Started

When it's crying
Take me to second place
Which i don't often find
I see a family walking
Always thinking of
Being somewhere else in time
So I fall face down
In a rut
I can't seem to get out of
Please wake me
Please give me some of it back
The feelings I had

Sometimes I wish
I could be strong like you
It doesn't matter
Each time I wake
I'm somehow feeling the truth
I can't handle

Let's get this party started
I'm sick of begging you
You make me feel insane
Which I did to you
Let's get this party started
You make me feel insane
I want to be the one
To make myself sane

Time is ticking
It makes me feel content
With what I have inside
Constant paranoia
Surrounds me
Everyone I see
Is out to get me

So I fall face down
In a rut
I can't seem to get out of
Please wake me
Please give me some of it back
The feelings I had

Sometimes I wish
I could be strong like you
It doesn't matter
Each time I wake
I'm somehow feeling the truth
I can't handle

Let's get this party started
I'm sick of begging you
You make me feel insane
Which I did to you
Let's get this party started
You make me feel insane
I want to be the one
To make myself sane

You make me feel insane

Sometimes I wish
I could be strong like you
It doesn't matter
Each time I wake
I'm somehow feeling the truth
I can't handle

Let's get this party started
I'm sick of begging you
You make me feel insane
Which I did to you
Let's get this party started
You make me feel insane
I want to be the one
To make myself sign

14.I Wish You Could Be Me

I am going insane
This shit is all of a pain
I cannot maintain
As the shit gnaws at my brain
I wish you could be me
And then this you would see
How tired I am
And how shit got the best of me
At least you could look at me
While you are raping me
You are taking my life and selling it tehehe
Why should I complain?
At least it helps my pain
I am very cool now
And it's gossip 'bout my fame
I am going insane
This shit is all of a pain
I cannot maintain
As the shit gnaws at my brain
I wish you could be me
And then the shit would see
How tired I am
And how you get the best of me
At least you could look at me
While you are raping me
You fuckin pussy

15.Counting

I came back
To face what's growing in my head
Please get away from me
Take advantage of what I feel
Yes you do
One day you'll beg for me

So I'm saying nothing
Each day taking that much more
As I'm screaming all my pain
You will be there counting

You just see me as something you throw around
You were there for me (there for me)
Beating down to the ground
Yes it always seems
You take more from me (more from me)

So I'm saying nothing
Each day taking that much more
As I'm screaming all my pain
You will be there counting

It's funny how we've just started
They get the money for the things on you
They give ya money, and the girls and the fame
I only do it for the fun and the games

It's funny how we've just started
They get the money for the things on you
They give ya money, and the girls and the fame
I only do it for the fun
That's my game

So I'm saying nothing
Each day taking that much more
As I'm screaming all my pain
You will be there counting

16.Dirty

Keep knocking
No ones there
Pouring down
Near people

I'm out here
By myself
All alone
Ready to blow my head off!
I hurt so bad inside
At least you can see
The world through my eyes
It stays the same
I just wanna live again

Keep hoping
Nothing to spare
So my life
Isn't quite there
Feel like a whore
A dirty whore
Such a whore
Dirty

I'm out here
By myself
All alone
Ready to blow my head off!
I hurt so bad inside
I wish you could see
The world through in my eyes
It stays the same
I just wanna laugh again

I'll die again
I'll die again
I'll wilt again
Into you
You dirty little fuck
Dirty little fuck
You dirty little fuck
Dirty little fuck

You dirty little fuck
I will take it

I hurt so bad inside
I wish you could see
The world through my eyes
It stays the same
I just wanna laugh again